Bucket List

Figured i should have a place where i record my bucket list digitally as i can always refer to it.

Places to visit for the first time:

The United Kingdom

Ireland

India

New York

Seattle

Australia

New Zealand

Montreal

Toronto

San Francisco

Germany

Places to return:

France

Italy

Washington DC

Chicago

Austria

Places now off the first time list:

France

Switzerland

Austria

Italy

Mexico

Washington DC

Chicago

Atlanta

Things to accomplish:

Finish my degree

Secure a career

Live in France again for at least 2 months

Get the hell out of Utah

Funeral in 8 hours

I can't sleep. I just keep thinking that tomorrow is my father's funeral. The past 10 years are now over. I didn't think I'd be burying a parent at 25 years old. I have so many complex emotions about this right now and I just wish I had someone to talk to, but no one is awake. He's really gone, and never coming back. on one hand it comforts me. no more fear or anger is left. only relief. on the other hand, i will never hear my dad's voice or see him look back at me again. He's gone. and I don't know how to feel about it. I'm nervous about seeing the body. What will that stir in me? What will happen to me?

Requiescat In Pace

Rest In Peace,

Kevin Larry Warner

Oct. 23, 1962 - June 18, 2011

In spite of everything, I always loved you!